secretwriterx3

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		09:15pm 23/01/2008
	Sometimes i think the whole world is out to get me Some secret plan everyone forgot to tell me and its not because i'm concieted its because some things just feel too good to be true
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		10:02pm 17/07/2007
	When i look at myself in the mirror all i can see is a face just another face I don't see my dreams I don't see my goals I cant even see my accomplishments and its all because i'm scared I'm afraid of just another person coming along and telling me i cant I've heard it way too many times and i'm tired of all that I'm going to prove them wrong but most importantly I'm going to prove myself wrong cause maybe then i'll see more than just a face
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Alone
		09:43pm 11/07/2007
	She enters the room no one looks at her no one cares in a room full of people she has never felt more alone she awkwardly walks through the room looking at all their faces not knowing any of them she stands in the middle of the room they are all surrounding her she starts turning in circles trying to get away feeling dizzy she falls to the floor closing her eyes when she opens them no ones there she's all alone and she realizes that's the way she wants it
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i dont know...
		11:53am 05/07/2007
	I dont know what to think anymore it seems like you want to push me away like you dont want me around and other times it feels like its suppose to like were friends ive lost all the trust i had for you maybe thats why I feel so far away i feel like what comes out your mouth is a lie I want to believe you but i cant not after what you did
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unexpected....
		10:07pm 02/07/2007
	How could you leave me here like this you cut me open and left me here to bleed I forgave you but thats when you cut deeper killing me I wonder if its some sick way of saying its over guess what it was
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Writer's Block: QotD

11:40am 29/06/2007

What's the best birthday present you ever received?

NYC
you would never think you could give it as a gift
but you can
going to see the city lights
the smell of the subway on a hot day
pigions scattered everywhere
you remember it all
nothing is forgotten
Yankees stadium
welcoming you into its gates
the smell of peanuts and beer
the excitment of winning the game in the last inning
i dont want to ever forget you
you were the best birthday present i have ever recieved

tags: writer's block

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Writer's Block: Summer Break

11:33am 29/06/2007

How did you spend summers when you were a kid?

When I was a kid
summer was filled with boys
they were not sexual entities they were just boys
playing in the dirt
staying out late to play hide-and-seek
the normal tomboy life
softball games
swimming
going out for ice cream
if i could have my kid life back i would
those summers will always be there
for me to look back and remember
what it was like to be a kid

tags: summer, writer's block

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Changing
		01:00am 29/06/2007
	Big city with all your lights and all your glamor you erase everything that has ever mattered it feels insignificant looking at all these people they don't know anything about me and don't care to my problems that once were big now feel small it really puts things into perspective when you leave your world and enter the real world
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I love you
		12:37am 29/06/2007
	Dear Lover, I long to hear the words pour out of my mouth but am silenced by my fears. The three words that are capable of making my heart stop. I love you. That's all i have to say. I wish you could feel all the things i do, all these emotions, but you cant. I cant even begin to put it into words. I fear if i did you would be pushed away by the power of their meanings. You are too scared to feel them for yourself. You wont put yourself out there and be vulnerable, not even for me. I wish you could feel love surging through your body like i can. I wish you could feel invisible. cause that's what it feels like to be in love.
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Moving on
		11:04pm 28/06/2007
	Friends they change you wake up one day and realize they are not the person you once knew maturity is lacking they become fake no longer intrested in anyone else but only in themselves and thats when you take a step back you look at your life from the outside maybe its not them that have changed maybe its you maybe you opened your eyes for the first time and realized this is not what you want you want better you deserve better so you step back in and let yourself loose it all in hopes of finding what you deserve
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Awake
		07:43pm 28/06/2007
	I miss you it has only been a couple days since we last spoke but still i lie away at night asking myself why trying to understand your ways it pains me and i'm not sure the reason I just don't want us to fall apart I am always afraid of loosing you i don't want to see you with anyone else your mine and no one else's I hate not talking to you but it has made me realize something I need you its no longer a want I need to hear you say you want to be together my insecurities are always telling me otherwise and only you can silence them please don't make me stay awake tonight
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Control
		05:05pm 28/06/2007
	Irritation taking over her body leading her to say things she doesn't mean she cant control it how desperately she wants to they are innocent and she is filled with guilt she knows its not her fault but they cant see that they only see her she feels the emotions fleeing her body not wanted the consequences of its own actions she realizes she cant control her own rage and it frightens her she has no idea what its capable of, no idea how many people she will hurt and all she can say is i'm sorry
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She's okay
		11:39am 28/06/2007
	She loves him The invigorating feeling of adrenaline rushing through her veins, leaving her short of breath and her skin tingling The throbbing of her heart pulsing through her body the tell tale signs She knows it to be nothing else she longs to tell him but knows he does not feel it She fears he will loose himself the power of her love suffocating, and drowning He could feel it he too could feel what she craves if only he could let her fill his vacant heart Be vulnerable for the first time to love her with all his heart, and nothing less but he cant he is too scared but her love will go on and she's okay with that
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